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. ' 5:05 PM Y

haiz... today so sian went back 2 ECPS... talked lots of crap... Jia Jun keep on calling me wrong name. sheesh~ haiz damn hungry now... frm morning till now nevr eat. wats more jus now go arcade wif gan-kor haiz... nvm i go eat. c wether i gt time to blog agn l8r. but i dun think so... Miss Yichen badly :(

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.Tuesday, August 25, 2009 ' 6:52 PM Y

i hate myself. i hate th world. i hate th sch. i hate myself for getting into this kind of trouble... dragging my fwens down in it... i should hav taken th lonely route all th while... since i entered sch, i wanted th route. Alone... wont get others into trouble and so on... I want to leave. but it oni shows tht i want to run away frm th truth. i will stay. but... i dun wan trouble. i wan a peaceful life. i should hav said a yes. but its too late to turn back th time. i wan to break down. but i hav alrdy forgotten how to do so... clara is mad at me. i cant say a word. no one to spill my troubles to... no one to listen to them. all i hav is my fwens. i dun wan them to worry.

I HATE MYSELF THE MOST !!! ARGHHHH !!!!!!!!

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.Thursday, August 20, 2009 ' 5:58 PM Y

fun fun fun

yohoo ! today in hyper mood... so fun sia today !!! yolanda n i went to TM. had an amazing race wif chester, jun jie n jeremy... wakakakakak... me n chester race each other... when i reach th shop my legs soft liao sia. damn funny sia us... hahaha... today spent quite alot as i turn th machine 19 timesss.... gt 3 hitsugaya. yahoo !!! chester better sia... gt 4 unfair !!! suan man my legs... i go ler... byebye !!! i lazy to type oso. one thing chester spent 47 n i spent 57 clear th machine in one day !!! wats more it was refilled yesterday sia... Pro rite ?? haha i dun flatter myself haha

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.Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ' 3:22 PM Y

yeaterday

hihi !!! i m so sry all i wanna post yesterday but i COMPLETELY forgt bout it haha... bad memory u can say... well jus a start off i was dead beat yesterday...
Yolanda n me went off to TM instead of east coast... sian... cox oni gt 4 people go... 2 guys 2 gals.... many back out in last min. plyed n ate... i dunno i tio curse or wat lar but i keep on knocking my head against stuff by accident... sian. my head knocked against th Fucking metal pole at th ply-ground there... hurts man... now still hurting. Walao... plyed arcade for tht damn freak (chester)jus to help him get th darn eraser for his sis. hell... he gt pay me back luh... but then i wanna ask him pay back 7 oni but hor yolanda dun let me say is 7 then she go say its 10... sian... giv him abit more discount luh... its actually 12... lol. went to pasir ris park... took 2 wrong turns n walk lyk siao... all my fault... wakakakak... i forgt th damn way... haha... then we both poor thing... went into th forest lyk place in pasir ris park... damn nice altho gt lots of bugs flying here n there... saw 3 crabs crawling... haha... i wonder if i can catch them then cook them to eat. confirm yummy one since they r natural. sry all... all i can think bout if FOOD !!! hav nt eaten much after my sickness then now i m back to normal so i eat n eat... haha. i dun look fat altho i eat alot... haha. shyt ! my head hurts... Uuuu... sian today knock my head agn... for lyk i think 2 times... sian i go watch anime alrdy... i nid to take my mind off my head...

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.Thursday, August 6, 2009 ' 7:10 PM Y

sianzzz....

sian... today too sian ler... i would jus do wif a short post. today too sian alrdy !!! going mad ler... sian i go watch hitman reborn ler... Bye !!!

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.Wednesday, August 5, 2009 ' 6:15 PM Y

Today >.< (5/8)

Sian today no mood to blog... jus a damn short one then... was sian till lyk shyt now. veri sad, angry, confused n many more all in a mix. dunno y scared... dunno y sad... gonna cry... holding in 4 a long time. hahahx ! holding it in agn... haha. same as usual... looking out for people... y do i always get my gd fwens into trouble ? y do i always get myself involved in stuffs ? i HATE getting confused... I always put up a strong front... why do i always do tht ? why cant i jus break down again ? why why why !? i m in a way weird mood now... hurt myself cox i hit th wall lyk mad jus now to chill... i wonder if there is any other way to free myself frm this madness...

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.Monday, August 3, 2009 ' 7:45 PM Y

today again....

Poor me... my stuff gt thrown out... come quick pity me >.< so sad... Clarabelle dump me stuff out n in th class... but kinda fun tho... n now then i know tht my bag so messy gt so many paper inside one... hahax ! good thing tht they did this lol... time to clear up my bag... sry short post... lazy to type long one oso...

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.Sunday, August 2, 2009 ' 7:25 PM Y

today

hello all ! today Cheryl, Jia Min, Ryan n I did a damn disgusting thing... We added tissue, chili sauce, ketchup, coffee creamer, salt, pepper, sugar, sweet, curry sauce, seaweed shaker into coke !!! i wanted to show th pic but i cant seem to b able to transfer it frm my phone to th comp >.< which is kinda lucky too... cox if u r eating in front of th comp n reading this or saw th pic, it would either put u off ur appetite or make u vomit or both !!! we took turns to drink it... plyed game and if u choose wrong then u would nid to drink it... Cheryl keep on drinking sia... Hope she is ok... I rarely tio lor. Ryan keep on tio oso... Jia Min is sometimes... th taste is lyk abit... erm... lyk a medi... but kinda spicy or something i dunno how to describe it... try it for urselves... add lots of chili n pepper n ketchup !!! damn '''Nice''' de... lol. th colour is abit.... Damn tht ryan !!! never really drank it de... he say one dunnno real or fake... hope he gt drink de... kinda a nice taste to me... hope all who drank tht mixture would b well... n do NT vomit... i m prefectly fine... hope cheryl n Jia Min is OK.... I go eat... but doubt tht i hav appetite... i jus ate lots of fries....

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. ' 3:35 AM Y

Me

Sheesh !? so damn bloody low... l8r i must b hyper hyper hyper... wait... nt really hyper but more lyk nt down... haha... sian man... finished most of th hwk... but all anyhow do one... shitty sia. Meeting up wif Cheryl they all !!! yeah ! so happy... i wonder who else is going... i never asked >.< miss cheryl and all... If only yichen was here.... everything might nt b the same... of oni yichen was here i would nt b so crazy... haha... sry bloody emo sentences... dunno wats wrong wif me this morning... sianz... Hope to c Cheryl n all soon !!! Cya ! would blog tonite if i can...

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.Saturday, August 1, 2009 ' 12:22 PM Y

Boring....

Sianz... at home so boring one... altho decided to go library but still i going alone... haiz. I oso dun feel lyk doing hwk... but to go to th meet up wif cheryl i must do... haiz. gonna emo agn soon ler... my break down is making me so tensed... LOL i know... nothing is able to fix me back up to th max. or to th normal me... actually nt at all mormal. in sch, i go crazy.... at home i go back to quiet me... Nonsense i know... at home i m back to quiet ( th all time fav of mine ) in sch, i cant stop myself to b hyper... sometimes fake hyper n sometimes real hyper... i dun wanna bring down th mood of my fwens... my deep down dark bottle can't really take it anymore i m such a failure...

*** Cheryl, if u reading this... i mayb i tomolo cant go to PR wif u... see first i guess ***

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